But Mom really cares. Throwing me out is easy for her. But one night, I had a really bad Xanax. I blacked out. Cluttered houses. They won even told me exactly what I did – but it must be violent. Because the Twisted Tea Hard Iced Tea Original Stay Strapped Or Get Clapped Shirt in other words I will buy this police have arrived. The court issued a protective order against me. The last thing I told my parents in the courtroom was: I never want to see or hear from you again. A few months later, I called and begged to come home.
But it was too late. My father kept saying, ‘I can BRICK. There are long pauses. And hesitated. But he stuck with it. It has been eighteen months now. I was clean. Mostly because I lived in a shelter on Staten Island and I don’t have access. Right now I have tried to get a permanent shelter. Trying to find a job. NY State has some scholarships that I am looking for.